so i did hang out with monos but it was yesterday. we went to see forbidden kingdom. it was ok.....but dude i am never hanging out with him again. hes such a bitch sometimes. i mean he gets mad about everything. arg! whatever.....

im rly glad im done with school now. i did my world lit2 final yesterday. it was a little hard but i think ill pass. i only have about 2 weeks left now before i transfer to atlanta. at first i was rly excited but with each passing day i get more depressed b/c i dont want to leave emily. man i dont want to be away from her.....now im depressed....well im going to see her later today at least and ill be with her all weekend. tomorrow sean (ugh) wants to come over so we can watch the fucking bourne movies. damn he needs a life. oh well, its not like i have anything else to do and its not like well be talking b/c well be watching movies.

im rly bored right now. im thinking ill go to books a million and hang out with myself till its time to go to emilys.

lol in my last post i seemed to be rly stressed but im doing a lot better now :) i DID do my paper and i had to do another paper. on my comp. 2 final, i did so much better than i did on my midterm which is rly good and now i feel like ill pass the class :) i have my last final tomorrow which i should do good on. its world lit 2. i havent made anything better than a D in that class XD but i should be able to get at least another D lol. idk why its so funny....ive never been the type to care about getting good grades. i just like passing :3

im rly bummed today b/c i was supposed to go to emilys but her mom wont let me b/c emily has a lot of school work or something to do, so ive been trying to figure out how to get the character mods for UT3 to work. the playstation forums have failed me, so im hoping LJ gamers will help me. if they cant i might have to go to....../r/. thatd be weird ._. i wonder if theyd actually help me......nah

so instead of being with emily, monos might come over. itd be retarded tho since the only reason hes coming over is so i can check out MGO but im having IP address problems so i cant get online with my PS3. its pretty lame so i called Sony for help....but they couldnt -_- seems like today is the day of no help. at least thi weekend was good.....

im starting to get stressed -_- i should be writing a paper....but i rly dont want to. im not good at doing school work a week before its due. ill probably do it monday afternoon and finish later on in the week. i also have to do a presentation with this group on monday. i dont even know what its about rly. the girl who wrote it was supposed to email it to me but she hasnt yet which isnt helping me and then i found out im going to have to write a reflective paper on the group thing. dammit why do they give us as much work as they can and we dont even have a week left of school!? arg! i hate it. speaking of mondays, this coming up monday is my 2 year anniversary with emily. thats a long time :l i got her a surprise gift that i know shell love and im taking her out to eat at genjis :)

so recently ive gotten gran turismo 5, lair and a dual shock 3. the DS3 isnt rly all THAT great but w/e and lair is ok at best since the patch came out and GT5? man i LOVE that game. GT5 is soooo fun. ive been pondering whether i want GTA4 or not.....ill probably get it anyways -_- ive actually been looking forward to haze a lot lately also.......im so bored right now

im going to go eat something

*sigh* im stuff. i just had lunch. i made one of those frozen pizza. things. those are pretty actually....anyways, something weird has happened, me and evan have started talking again. its just weird. weve planned a day to go to stevi b's. it was his idea b/c he thought we should one last time before i move which is cool i suppose. i told him i had crisis core and he freaked out lol. so i told him id bring it with me and let him see it. speaking of PSP's, i got ratchet and clank: size matters. its not rly different from tools of destruction gameplay wise but i mean the gameplay is good anyways and if i have a PSP, i might as well get the games that i hear are the best even though i personally like ratchet and clank anyways. it makes me wanna play daxter. lol that makes me wanna play the jak and daxter series in general. insomniac and naughty dog sure are good game developers :) hell, the way i figure it is if i loves uncharted so much, id HAVE to like jak and daxter.

today i went to school for a good 50 mins i suppose. total waste of time but w/e you know. its better than being there from 9:30 to 7 :l im rly bored now though. i just posted my PSP/video problems to the gamers community. i hope they can help me b/c the playstion forum has failed me...for now anyways. i guess ill play tools of destruction more since its due back on thursday. actually im gong to turn it in on wed. since ill already be out and i wont be home till 7:30 tomorrow night so i guess i better play it some tonight. its actually RLY good :O

man....this weekend was probably one of, if not THE best weekends evar! the biggest thing is is that emily was with me ALL day on friday, saturday and sunday. on friday all we did was chill. we watched FF7: advent children lol on saturday me, my older brother and mom went to pick emily up at 7:30 in the morning and we went to atlata. there we went to visit my future college and my apartment. omg!!! my apartment rules! :O it has a little theater room where you can bring your own dvds and watch them on the big screens. its so cool and my school looks more like a rich business office type place than a school. it makes me think of NYC :l afterwards we went and ate long horns :3 mmmmmm long horns is good. and then on sunday me and emily went to gamestop and i got god of war: CoO and patapon :) then we went to books a million and i bought her a frappe and then we chilled the rest of the day at my house :) it was a good weekend

i RLY like my PSP :O crisis core is also a lot better than i thought itd be but im not done with it yet and whats more im still not done with dark sector so i got a lot of happy gaming ahead of me b/c i still have god of war and patapon to play :D

dude! i gotta PSP! :D its so awesome. i also bought a 1 GB memory stick and crisis core. when i got home i automatically started to try and figure out all i could do with it and my PS3. ive got most of it down which is good and later that night, i started crisis core. its a very good game! :O a lot better than i thought itd be. later on, ill buy god of war: CoO and patapon. oh ya, i bought dark sector for PS3. its really good :3

zack came over yesterday and spent the night. hes here at school with me now. he wont stop messing with EVERYTHING!! oh well...its more fun with him here. that reminds me, i got a new shirt with god of war on it. im wearing it now. its cool :)

anyways, im rly fucking bored. i wanna go home and just chill by myself. my family is in key west now so i have the house to myself which is good. also today is my kitties birthday :D i think shes 8. anyways ill give her some treats when i get home :)

im starting to feel depressed b/c my spring break is about to end :( its been a good week. ive caught up on my sleep and played games :) tomorrow, emilys coming over. i like when she comes over :D i think we'll be going to a party up the street that night so that should be fun. and on sunday ill be going to her house. were not rly doing anything for easter but her dad is making steak for dinner.....YES!! >.<

so i beat god of war without starting the second one. overall i liked it and wasnt really excited to start the second one but when i did.....dude....god of war 2 is amazing. lets see...it took about 8 and a half hours to beat the first one and it took me a month (i had spaced out gaming times) and i beat GoW2 in 10 and a half hours and it took me less than a week! :O thas how much better it is!! now i rly cant wait to play chains of olympus. on tuesday ill be picking up dark sector. it looks rly good. after that, ill be saving up $200 to buy the red kratos psp. i cant wait!! >_<

i just got done writing a paper. it was pretty easy. but now im so bored. maybe ill call chris....

ive been playing the first god of war a lot lately. that game is long!! :O its pretty challenging too b/c ive never rly played action/platforming/puzzle/hack n slash games. i was never good at them :l but i decided (after i finally got over my depression from getting pwned by the first boss in devil may cry 1 and 3) that it was time to try god of war. surprisingly im doing good. its rly challenging tho but i guess i need the challenge :l

in about an hour i suppose i will be heading to my happy place (emilys house) i decided to go on ahead and just start god of war 2 since i already know how the first game ends so we'll play that. i think her mom is making pizza for dinner and me and emily are gonna watch ghost hunters in her room while eating. her mom makes some good homemade pizza. also you know..i used to think ghost hunters was lame but emily got me hooked on it. well....not rly hooked but whether or not its fake doesnt matter, its still entertaining :)

i got home like 2 hours early today b/c sean didnt have to go to his 2nd class. i thought itd be cool b/c i was like "yay! i goes home early today! :D" but im rly bored :( so i decided to beat the next part and little bit of the NEXT part after that in god of war. that was about 45 mins used fairly good i suppose :l

aaahhh (btw, that was a happy sigh) im done with this ridiculously hard english project. you ever notice when youre finally done with a huge paper, its one of the best feelings in the world? :) but to tell the truth, i didnt really try XD i did enough to do ok and ok is fine with me :D you know what ive really been craving? cereal. cereal is one of mans greatest creation. what is it about cereal that is just so damn great?? :O

this weekend was really good. zack came over friday and we played portal. portal is such an awesome game. i hope valve makes another one. afterward, we ordered a pizza and watched gladiator. but saturday and sunday were the real highlights. i didnt really do anything, its just that i was with emily and im always happy when im with her. all we did was watch movies, play god of war, and eat arbys :l but its those simple things in life that are the best :)

zack is a hippy :l

so on tuesday in percussion, we had a discussion about whether or not we should keep competing. i was so happy to find out were not :D i ultimately am just burnt out and dont feel like doing it anymore especcially with this crappy ass group. theres stuff going around that we might not have class today and we might not have to go to practice this saturday. we had planned, however, to not do practice on saturday but guess what? were still doing it! :D why? b/c miguel and most ppl *cough teddy cough* are fucking idiots :D anyways, i dont think ill stay for class today and im thinking about just not going to pravtice. im sick and tired of using up my gas to go waste my time >:l

anyways, me and chris bought army of two yesterday. its pretty fun :) i wish there were more moments where you had to perform "co op stuff". im already bout halfway done with it, which is rly sad. a game being made since like 2006 and it only has 6 short lvls? wtf?! anyways, i guess its not so bad. it has online multiplayer and this also gives me more time to play god of war 1 and 2. and then ill be getting dark sector on the 25th. now thats the game i RLY wanna play!!

oh ya, here are the questions and answers for the being tagged thing:

1. You have 50 dollars in your pocket what do you do with it?
save $10 more and buy a game :)

2. What is your most guilty pleasure?
nothing rly

3. Have you ever seen someone die?
no

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
sort of i guess. i hope what ive planned is what lies ahead of me

5. Where do you see yourself in five years?
either living in atlanta or in savannah with emily

6. Name a personal hero.
no one rly

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
idk....im going out with the girl i like :)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i probably wouldnt have liked them in the 1st place if they were taken

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
not being able to go to emilys yesterday

10. What do you want most in life?
success, happiness and love

11. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins do you think you relate to the most & why?
whats that one where you sleep too much and eat too much? ya those :D

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
wow....id feel depressed and betrayed

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
emily :)

14. What kind of person do you think you are?
im an ok person

15. Do you believe there is nothing higher than human kind?
well.....i believe God is higher than humans

16. Which fictional character could you most see yourself marrying?
hhmmm.....jubie from onimusha: dawn of dreams. shes a cutie and she can teach me the way of the sword :D

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
i already do

18. Do you have a motto? If yes which one?
o rly? and long live the king! (brian peppers)

19. What type of friends do you like?
ppl who dont give me up to hang out with lame ass scene kids and ppl they met on WoW D:<

20. Do you have an all time favorite song?
hunted by a freak by mogwai

so im posting b/c i NEED a break from what ive been doing since 12:30. i have to summarize these literary critisicm articles into one paragraph. it doesnt sound hard at all but i cannot understand what im reading. damn smart ppl and their way words!!! >:O i mean...seriously T___T

so anyways, ive had this heart burn for like 2 days now. it rly hurts :'( last night i went to a reading thing. in my comp 2 class we had to read this novel and the author came for a reading and we HAD to go. wow....we didnt even get a grade for it. just one hour of some guy talking about his books or w/e. total waste of time...and gas. i ought to make my teacher give me gas money, the bastard. but my friend chris came with me and made it more bearable. after that, we went to wendys.

today i was supposed to pick up my copy of army of two but it comes out tomorrow all of a sudden. lame. i cant wait tho. it SHOULD be fun. me and chris are both getting it so were gonna go through the campaign in co op mode together. i hope itll have voice chat b/c most PS3 games dont and if they do, theres some weird stuff you have to do to make it work. god of war: CoO comes out too. i wanna play it but im gonna wait till june to get the PSP bundle. that red PSP looks so hot! :D

anyways, i was tagged by kevin. ill do the question thing later. im supposed to tag 8 ppl but....idk enough ppl :( the only other ppl i talk to on LJ besides kevin is sky and geekygirlemily. so i guess you two are tagged! >:D

so how about this thing is very pretty and i want it.



its a GoW: Chains of Olmpus PSP bundle which comes with GoW: Chains of Olmpus, the Super Bad movie, and a free download of the Syphon Filter game which is probably one of few games worth playing for PSP. oooooo im so excited!! >.< it cost $200 and comes out in june which gives me plenty of time to save up :)

i RLY wish march would hurry up and get here. ive been waiting, i dare say, about 3 or 4 years to play army of two and dark sector. dark sector was the first next gen title ever announced and army of two was announced before GTA: vice city stories was. wow has this been a long ass wait. too long in fact, but ill finally be able to play them and its rumored that playstation home is coming in march too. i hope it does. it looks awesome and itll be able to give me something to do during my oh so frequent times of boredom. maybe ill find a hot girl that i can hook up with!! >:D

the last two days, id been borrowing my friends 360 and id been playing CoD4. man i miss playing that game. i rly need to get it for PS3. the online multiplayer is ridiculusly fun! and i also seem to have gotten better. idk how but can you say 22 kills and 5 death? nooice

this saturday i have another WGI competition. WGI is awesome and i like doing it but i cant stand 40%-60% of the ppl in the percussion. OMG!! :O lets see theres nate (smells like a cows ass, literally), alyssa obviously has some kind of head problem b/c she seems to think shes the boss of omg EVERYTHING!! the high schoolers are just freaking lame. i dont even know why they joined in the first place. sean is a freaking zealot with a cactus up his ass. and then everyone else tend to have their moments when i rly dont like them -_-

other than that, it seems today "the weather has exploded" (thanks kevin for my new favorite phrase) i went outside with an umbrella but it didnt rly help at all :l so now im just sitting around in the comp room. i need to get off actually and read some more of the novel

ive had it with my mom always giving crap. well that just makes me look forward to moving to ATL even more :) the comp broke or something again. it said something about low memory. well first of all i dont even use the comp anymore now that i have a PS3. but she gave me all sorts of crap for it! i rly cant stand her anymore......anyways now ill have to do writing stuff at school which isnt rly a big deal.

yesterday me and chris went to buy lost odyssey for 360. thats an awesome game. (kevin i can has 360 back now plz so i can play awesome game too? kthxbai :D) after that we went to the fire department to see my dad (a parent i actually like which means its going to be hard to tell him im moving to ATL....) after that we went to my house and played lost odyssey all night.

theres NOTHING to do today tho! emilys out of town and i WAS supposed to write stuff today but i cant.....maybe ill go to mitchells house or something. idk......

oh man, im so tired right now. im also extremely bored so i decided to post to here. nobody checks my updates anyways but w/e T_T i think im starting to get sick. idk, but not a lot. i just got done eating lunch. it was good. i had fried chick, macaroni and cheese, and corn bread....you know, b/c im southern like that :) right now, im just waiting for a friend to get out of class so we can go home....

in gaming news.....well.....its going slow right now. ya, i got my PS3 and it tided me over for the first half of the month but now im bored. theres still a couple of days till turok comes out. im looking forward to it, i dont care what the official xbox mag says. they just have cacti up their asses! and you know the 360 version is ready to ship but theyre still doing stuff with the PS3 version....ya, the PS3 version will be BETTER! >:D anyways, that wont tide me over for a whole month so i MIGHT end up getting DMC4 later in the month. idk....maybe. i DO know that march will be an awesome month. my friend is getting a PS3 in march so we can play army of two together. also dark sector will be out. home is SUPPOSED to come out and MGS4 is rumored to come out in march.....im excited :) right now, im replaying the first 3 MGS's with my gf and the first 3 DMC's with a friend in case i get DMC4.

today il be going to my gf's. i cant wait b/c i miss her a lot and what can i say? i love her :) we'll be playing MGS2 today and cuddling and all that good stuff, and i think she said something about steak? oh ya......steak....you know, the good stuff.so later today is looking to be a fine evening 

 omg, english couldnt have have gone by any slower! that guy talks and talks and talks and talks and then you know what he does after that? he talks some more!!! >_< i cant wait to get home. im gonna play some unreal tournament 3. that game is so awesome. the only thing that sucks is that you can only use your mods if you host a game and im literally too good at the game to host games. every time someone comes in the room, i always beat them so bad to where they just leave and then im by myself again. i guess i should tone it down?

anyways, i saw the faux news report on mass effect today......wtf man? i wish those stupid old bitches would just stick to their war and sucking bush's dick. i mean seriously. you wanna know how to keep kids from seeing sex or violence on a video game? dont let the fucking kids play it!!! goddamn man! the sex scene in that game is PG13 at its best so  fuck off you old fucking bitches! i swear they have nothing better to do than to talk shit about nothing they know about unless its about the war or suicide bombing. ya, thats ok for kids to see but oh no, a 15 secoond sex scene that shows nothing is going to ruin our lives!! fuck off faux news

ok....so rant is over. other than all this, im still enjoying everything else in life like playing games, my gf, and just chillen.

so i got my PS3 and its freaking awesome. i love it! this is good.....b/c i thought i wouldnt like it b/c everybodies like "ah, it sucks!" but no, lol, not really. but ive already got 4 games. i have unreal tournament 3 which is freaking awesome. remember...im coming from CoD4 on 360 and moving into UT3 and im already a lot better than most ppl ive come across on online.  i got resistance and ill tell you straight up that that game is over hyped. everyone i know who has it is like "oh its so awesome. its the reason to get a PS3 and the graphics are amazing".......no....not really T_T i means its ok at best and the health bar? wtf? i also have warhawk and uncharted. uncharted was really cool and i did NOT see that ending coming :O but warhawk is sort of...lame. its not as good and those no reason to play it if i have UT3. UT3 is really sweet and ive already started modding it. ive made my guy have over the shoulder view. hey! gears of war is fucking awesome! leave me alone >:O plus its appropriate to have that view b/c both games were made by epic :) i have turok on reservation and i got a free shirt which was cool and in march ill be getting army of two and dark sector. i MIGHT get haze....idk

so no school today which equals uber awesomeness. mitchell will be coming over and maybe chris will too and we'll play rock band. wow i just noticed me and my friends are all big gamers....why have i never noticed this before. this reminds me that my gf is getting a wii. thats sort of cool i guess. theres really nothing i want to play for wii. its TOO casual for me and ive never really been a fan of the classics :P

so im trading in my 360 for PS3 today. believe me, i thought about it long and hard, so i dont feel like im rushing this decision. i have my reasons and i dont feel like typing it all T_T anyways, im really excited. theres a place where i live called play n trade. idk if they have more scattered around but i know this one was started by an ex game stop employee and started play n trade b/c he hated game stop. hes a modern day hero :) anyways, they dont have any PS3s right now but theyre so cool, they said theyd go get me one personally and i can come get it specifically. and ya, i could just go to game stop but i would feel bad and like i betrayed tham b/c the ppl at play n trade are all awesome ppl so ya....

anyways, i havent updated lately b/c there really hasnt been anything going on. i have started back at college tho. thisll be my last semester at MGC and ill be transferring to westwood college in atlanta to do game design. oh, itll be fun >:) other than that, i know in my last post me and my gf had been fighting a lot and we werent getting along. well i decided to push through it and were doing a lot better now. this makes me really happy b/c when i thouht about breaking up with her, i also thought about why should i keep her and i thought she really is the one for me. i mean she puts with me, she even feeds me! :D not like a baby, but you know.....sort of like the couple from king of queens. im not really fat but i am big guy :D but also she really does love me and i dont think i could find anyone else who does the things she does for me. she really is great :) thats all that really going on tho. college, gf, and PS3.....told ya theres not a lot :l

in my last post i said id be going to NY but my mom actually gave me the choice of staying home if i wanted to. so i obvoiusly said yes b/c if you knew me, then you would know i am definetly a big fan of solitude, and speaking of which, i might be getting more solitude in the future. the future concerning me and my gf dont look too bright anyore. idk, all we ever do is fight. i think the biggest thing is i try really hard to make her happy and she doesnt seem to know how to do that. im not a complicated person, i mean im a guy! guys are naturally simple, but she doesnt make me happy! :O if you dont know how to make a guy happy, theres something wrong with you.  heres a good example, i called her on christmas and she already made me all sad b/c she couldnt spare a minute to talk to me. it seems every time i call her, the only thing i ever hear is 'i gotta go.' plus, i really dont like her mom b/c shes so mean to emily and in return, emily gets mad at me for not likng her mom. her mom treats her like crap and yells at for literally nothing all day! all emily says is that it her mom and she loves her. ill never understand that......see, im not a family person. ppl always say you need your family, but trust me i do w/o them.

anyways, i decided i want to get dark sector in january. i need a new game for 360 and thats the only good one coming out. till then, ill be playing some of my old games like star ocean: the end of times (or w/e its called) for PS2 and legend of dragoon for PS1.  there was a game coming out in february that i wanted to get but i cant remember what it was :l i know its not devil may cry 4, b/c i decided not to get it. oh well.....im sure ill remember it when it comes out lol

for today tho, i did a lot more than i planned to do. i met up with my best friend, evan at books a million. i wanted to get death note 2 and 3, and bleach 6 and 7 but they didnt have it, so i went to FYE to see if they had it but they didnt either -_- since they didnt have any manga i wanted, i decided to get some new anime's. i got samurai champloo vol. 6 and neon evagelion vol. 2. oh, ya, i ran into nathan too. that was fun :) after that, we went to evans house and me, him, his 2 brothers, and his stepdad played rock band. it was REALLY fun!! :O it was weird tho, im a percussionist but the drum part was really hard :l